I've been MIA again because, well, I'm sick.

For the past few weeks, I've been having what I thought were normal morning sickness & pregnancy symptoms.

I went to the doctor last Wednesday because I was feeling a little sick.

Turns out I am a lot sick.

My pancreatitis has come back.

It is all around not good. While I can manage the physical side, I'll be totally honest and say that the mental side isn't going so well. I am very down, upset, stressed, all of those things.

I go back to the doctor today for a new game plan, because rest & fluids & meds thus far aren't working so well.

This also affirms the fact that my body can't keep up with me teaching or working a traditional full-time job (something my doctor & I talked about back in August). I have been searching and applying for anything I can find that will let me work part-time or from home. Anything. Naturally nothing has panned out. This just adds to the stress of the whole thing.

Any spare thoughts & prayers would be appreciated!